Tuesday, 31 January 2012

A Hair Away From Death

I almost DIED!

A few moments ago i was chopping up some sausages, fish cakes and veges to cook for my forever-hungry family. I was happily chopping up some sausages until i dropped some on the floor. So, i complacently left my chopping knife on the edge to the chopping board and bent done to pick up the fallen sausage pieces....

The knife fell

 Missed my head by a hair! LITERALLY!

i could feel it brush against the scalp of my head! It could easily have been lodged into my skull and i would have been lying in my own pool of blood... alone... my life slowly draining away.

OR

I could have suffered from shock and feel nothing and just bleed away, entering the next phase of my eternal afterlife.

Nobody's home and i'm all alone. Nobody to call help. Nobody to reassure me. 

But praise God, nothing happened. It's not my time yet. 
I truly TRULY hope that when i die, i die peacefully and painlessly.

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Ok, so I talked to by boyfriend about it and he brought out an obvious point that I blatantly forgot about.  The height and speed at which the knife fell from was not enough to penetrate my skull and kill me. Bleed, maybe scrap, yeah. But who knows, the tip might have gotten into my scalp and then I fall back and bang my head against the wall behind me in response to the shock and pain thereby causing it to be further lodged into my head and hence my brain.
hahaha! Too much thinking on my part. 

I Just Can't Decide




I'm on Blogger again! 


I can't believe I went full circle and came back to blogger. I was on all kinds of blog websites until i decided... oh well, might as well go back to blogger. Recently i tried wordpress but it had so many restrictions. I could not customise my blog ...


so i came back here! 


Took a few minutes to customise the background and... TADAAA!


I'm pretty satisfied with this! oh yessss! 
I'm feeling so amped up! BLOG! weee~ 


But this blog is mostly for personal use. My friends will probably not know about it. I'll definitely tell my boyfriend though. 


He's slow in catching what I'm trying to tell him because i suck at trying to express my feelings (directly). SO! I shall use this as a medium to get things across. 


Excitement, Aggravation, Frustration, Sadness, Passion... You'll know all sweetheart ;) 


I truly wish there were emoticons here that i could use. I mean.. the extent to which i can bring out my emotion through words is rather limited. Emoticons help show more. Oh well~ 


I want to get back to customizing my blog! YAY! 


Oh.... i have tons of work to finish too :(:(:(:(:(